Monday, April 2, 2012


Well, so much has happened since the last time I blogged. Here’s the whole story. On March 3rd, I was so sick I couldn’t breathe, so we rushed to the ER. I was basically hysterical & nothing they were doing was helping me, so I asked them to give me Ativan to help me calm down and they did. Later they found there was some kind of blockage, and they put some balloon thing in and opened it up. They put me on a ventilator for almost a full four days. Miserable! All I have to say is: DON’T DO DRUGS! Those drugs were nasty. They were telling Richard I had a 50/50 chance of making it, but each day I got a little better & they eventually took me off the tubes. Since I woke up, I’ve had vision problems, which made it difficult to email or text any of you. I’m still at the point now where I need readers some of the time.

The worst part for me is my voice was messed up too, and now I fear that the tubes have reinjured my vocal cord that the doc at Stanford had repaired, because I am back to a whisper, like before my voice surgery. I am losing air like before, so it’s hard to talk when you have to breathe every three words. I’m going back to that doc on Thursday, and I am devastated about this. This is why I haven’t called many of you back because talking exhausts me.

Apparently, I had a viral infection that caused fluid in my lungs and around my heart. They were able to get it under control in the hospital and I came home on the 13th. Since then, I’ve been home recovering. As for Stanford, they will not let me begin the clinical trial until my heart function comes back up to at least 50%. It was almost non-existent when I got to the hospital. It was around 30% when I left, and now I’m almost at 40%. The doc wants me home to rest my heart for at least two more weeks. I’m trying to get back right after spring break (at least that’s my personal goal). In the meantime, the docs at Stanford and my oncologist are talking together about other possible treatments we can do (including that other scan I did a while back) until I’m ready for the trial. My students are leaving on our New York tour without me tomorrow morning. I miss them so much.

Well, I think that’s everything. Thank you to so many of you for all your support with prayers, calls & visits. They mean so much.

7 comments:

Janice said...

You don't need to say anything about not responding. You just take care of yourself! Happy Easter.
Love,
Janice

eclectic mind said...

Get well soon Mrs. K! We miss you! :[

Sue Tennander said...

JoAnn you are a true fighter and you have the support of all your friends on both sides of the Atlantic. Lots of love, Sue xxx

Robin Hammond said...

Dear Jo,
You don't ever need to worry about not responding. Just know you, Richard, & Amanda are in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you lots of love and light for healing and getting you into the clinical trials.
Big Hugs,
Robin

Watson said...

I love you Mrs. K! I miss you all the time :) I'm so sorry you can't go to NY with your kids. I remember the choir trip when we went to NY eight years ago. We saw Madame Butterfly at the Met and it was my first opera ever! Everyone else slept through it because we were all so exhausted, but I stayed awake because it was one of the most amazing things I had ever seen.
Anyway, you are on my heart and I am sending you so much love!

Emily W.

Unknown said...

What better time of year than this at which to ask for God's healing Light to work its sacred magic. Prayers are going out in every direction for you, dear JoAnn. With love from Chris and Lucy

Kristen W said...

Mrs. K!! I'm so sorry to hear about everything you have been going through, but given how much you've made it though the past few years, I have no doubt that you'll continue fighting and come out strong! I admire you for your strength. I'll continue praying for your health. You're such an inspiration and absolutely deserve the best. Miss you. Take good care of yourself!
Love, Kristen Wieser